Honestly I kind of feel like I’m starting to fall in love with u after that one moment we had Saturday night. It was wrong what we did but then it feels so right.
I woke up thinking about u. Just waiting for us to happen. I’m really trying to wait patiently.
Our adventure together
It’s amazing how we met.you just came out of no where lol but it feels so right to be around girl like you. I feel like a whole new person like someone even better. I was once a heartless guy who would just keep messing around with different girls. But until I’ve met u; things have been different and it’s a good thing too. Ur the realist girl I have ever met. You are strong and beautiful. I love it wen we talk. I love seeing you smile. I see a grl that I’m willing to give love another chance with someday. And I have never said that to anyone for a longtime. I’ve been patient for awhile to find the right grl for me. And I now I feel like I’m one lucky ass guy to find a grl like u. God ur a dork. Lol so far this has been a fun and crazy journey with u.
Juss Live Your Life
Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet.To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.To think only of the best, to work only for the best and …expect only the best.To be enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to greater achievements of the future.To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile.To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, to strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
I always knew I had a bad reputation.
Every time I meet a new girl there is always people that tells that person about me being a player when I don’t even know these people. You’ve seen me but you don’t know me. Only my closest friends know who I really am. You guys that don’t know who I am knows that I know a lot of girls which would probably make me look like a player. But I’m not; I’ve never played or broken any girls heart in my life. I just love meeting new people. I’m also the biggest flirt ever when it comes to meeting girls but I can control myself if I was in a relationship. When I’m single I flirt a lot and I’ve been single for like 2 to 3 years. If you really knew me though…u would know deep down inside I’m really just a lost lonely guy that’s been in so much pain that wants to find true love. I don’t even show that side of me though. I stay positive know matter what & I’m always putting on a smile. I pretend that I love my single life. I promise my self that I will never show me weakness to anyone. Unlike others I don’t sit around feeling lonely…I go out there and have fun and keep meeting new girls. My plan is to keep meeting new friends especially girls. When I meet a great girl I become friends with her and get know her more instead of rushing things. And if I fall for her then I would definitely go for her and if I don’t I just keep them as friends. You see I have the biggest trust issues ever with girls so I rather get to know the girl first before anything gets further then that. I always keep my guard up. I’m done feeling pain. I’m done dating random girls that aren’t even right for me and I don’t even know that much about her yet. I know I’ve told many of my friends that I hate love. But I’ll admit that I miss the feeling of loving someone. I miss being happy with someone. I miss everything about love. Its been 6 years since I’ve been in love. After that I’ve just been drowning in my pain and hiding it. But I have made plans to find the right girl for me. I keep making new friends that are girls and hoping to find true love again. Hoping to trust someone again. Hoping to be really happy again then putting on a fake smile. its all about taking things slow first by starting to be friends with that girl first. I think this is the best way to protect myself. Never judge a book by its cover until you know the real story about me first. Only a few of my closest friends knows who I really am. And I love them for always having my back. I still have hope to find what I want. I’ll keep waiting and keep doing my thing until I find her no matter how long it takes. Hopefully once I become successful in my life. This is the truth about why I do the things I do.
What’s on my mind everyday
Going on our separate ways & following our own paths . I’ll find the right girl for me someday once I achieve my goals. I want to be able to take care of the people I love once I become successful.