I’m getting to the point where I’m missing her. No matter who i meet or what I do I still think of her. Fml.
I’m so stress over a girl I’m in love with & My heart aches for her. It’s ridiculous. I just see a lost and confused girl that doesn’t even know what she wants yet. What hurts more is seeing the girl I care for so much unhappy. But I think I’m just gonna try to let her go for now so I can just get back on focusing on my life and maybe leave ohio someday. Maybe someday we’ll meet again. And become friends again. We did had something really special going on. It was a great feeling being happy again while it lasted. You came in to my life out of no where and then we ended up falling for one another unexpectedly but at the wrong time. Maybe we’ll give what we had another try someday but at the right time this time. If i actually had a dream girl, she wouldn’t have come close to you. The memories i have with you will always be cherish forever especially our first kiss. No girl had ever made me felt like this in years no matter how much i got my heart broken. This girl became really important to me unexpectedly. We connect in so many ways. Ive never had so much in common with a girl before honestly.Anything i do reminds me of of her; we are so much alike if you think about it. We are so compatible together. It really feels like she’s my other half which i have to let go of for now. But know this, when ever you need me i will be there for you in a heartbeat no matter what happens. Thats a promise & thats who i am & thats how much i care for you…I love you.
Juss Live Your Life
Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet.To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.To think only of the best, to work only for the best and …expect only the best.To be enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to greater achievements of the future.To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile.To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, to strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
I always knew I had a bad reputation.
Every time I meet a new girl there is always people that tells that person about me being a player when I don’t even know these people. You’ve seen me but you don’t know me. Only my closest friends know who I really am. You guys that don’t know who I am knows that I know a lot of girls which would probably make me look like a player. But I’m not; I’ve never played or broken any girls heart in my life. I just love meeting new people. I’m also the biggest flirt ever when it comes to meeting girls but I can control myself if I was in a relationship. When I’m single I flirt a lot and I’ve been single for like 2 to 3 years. If you really knew me though…u would know deep down inside I’m really just a lost lonely guy that’s been in so much pain that wants to find true love. I don’t even show that side of me though. I stay positive know matter what & I’m always putting on a smile. I pretend that I love my single life. I promise my self that I will never show me weakness to anyone. Unlike others I don’t sit around feeling lonely…I go out there and have fun and keep meeting new girls. My plan is to keep meeting new friends especially girls. When I meet a great girl I become friends with her and get know her more instead of rushing things. And if I fall for her then I would definitely go for her and if I don’t I just keep them as friends. You see I have the biggest trust issues ever with girls so I rather get to know the girl first before anything gets further then that. I always keep my guard up. I’m done feeling pain. I’m done dating random girls that aren’t even right for me and I don’t even know that much about her yet. I know I’ve told many of my friends that I hate love. But I’ll admit that I miss the feeling of loving someone. I miss being happy with someone. I miss everything about love. Its been 6 years since I’ve been in love. After that I’ve just been drowning in my pain and hiding it. But I have made plans to find the right girl for me. I keep making new friends that are girls and hoping to find true love again. Hoping to trust someone again. Hoping to be really happy again then putting on a fake smile. its all about taking things slow first by starting to be friends with that girl first. I think this is the best way to protect myself. Never judge a book by its cover until you know the real story about me first. Only a few of my closest friends knows who I really am. And I love them for always having my back. I still have hope to find what I want. I’ll keep waiting and keep doing my thing until I find her no matter how long it takes. Hopefully once I become successful in my life. This is the truth about why I do the things I do.
What’s on my mind everyday
Going on our separate ways & following our own paths . I’ll find the right girl for me someday once I achieve my goals. I want to be able to take care of the people I love once I become successful.